Wow.

So. I forgot I had this place.

I’m really sorry I neglected you <3

I’m half way through my year at uni, my last post was the day I got in!!! That’s crazy.

I’ll update more often guys, I promise.

I do have another one at www.mattiescribbles.wordpress.com , which is about my writing and works like that. So, yeah. Go there.

I think I’ll continiue posting my most private stuff in here.
And, in the same vein as before,  there’s this girl I really like. So, yeah, she’s 16, and I’m 18, but that’s not to much of a problem is it?!

Her names Lauren. She’s..well, wow. I dunno, she’s so nice, and gorgeous too ;D

But yeah. Some days, I just feel so up beat and happy, and others…I feel like all I deserve is death. But since Lauren as been there…happiness is all I ever feel.
I don’t know why I got such major mood swings. I guess I just let things get to me too much, to quickly. I’d store all this bad shit inside, and then one day it’d just BAM all rush out in on major emo mood swing, and all I’ll be able to do is cry.

I don’t know blog, I just don’t know.

xoxo Gossip Girl.